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THE LAST

Xtiane

Someone told me
It was midnight
In the moment
Of my collapse.

That my sick face,
And that dead place,
Someone told me
They were ice.

That in the surface
I was lying,
Immobile
Anatomy.

That you were silent,
Disappointed,
That a tear fell down
Straight to me.

Someone told me
I wasn’t breathing,
And you were screaming
For my life.

That I was bleeding
And you were drinking
Your own drops,
Drops of salt.

That suddenly you
Were there resting,
With me bleeding,
With me saying goodbye.

Like the ending
Of a fairy tail,
But the ending here
Wasn’t how we believed.

Like a nightmare,
It just happened,
In the middle
Of the night.

Someone told me
You were floating too,
And there a gun
Was next to you.

LIFE PHOBIC

Xtiane

Darkness kingdom,
I cannot see anything.
Tears and sorrow,
Incomprehensible crying.
Looking forward an invisible shape,
Stuttering “help me”,
My world’s falling by itself.

No one knows, nobody knows; I stopped walking.
Life is leading me to breathe, but I run, oh! I run…

Somewhere I can exist without fears, I’m hiding.
I feel completely desireless,
I’ve an impotent wish and wake up
Just to see my own path to go through.

Expectations
Of a lonely soul, betrayed.
Only wish I was
In a paradisiatic place.
Raped rights, conquered
By a superficial life.
Maybe I can regret
But it’s late to take this back.

But no one knows, nobody knows; keeps biting me.
Life is leading me to breathe, but I run, no! I run…

Somewhere I can exist without fears, I’m hiding.
I feel completely desireless,
I’ve an impotent wish and wake up
Just to see my own path to heaven, to caring, to light.

Somebody listen my shout!
Somebody listen my shout!
Please, somebody listen my shout!
Has somebody listened my shout?

…’cause I’m going through.

FIREWORKS INSIDE

Xtiane

They think you are fancy,
But you’re unkind.
You are selfish,
Oh! You are so bad.

It’s your sex appeal,
Your appetite,
What makes them suffocate,
Makes them sweat and tire.

In their cars,
In their minds,
They go crazy,
They go blind.
They take you
By the hand,
They try to tame your
Heat and type.
But you hate
To boil in here;
You want another
Atmosphere.
You should come
With me now,
I will show you
To be chaos.

Baby, let’s play too many games,
Let’s just make love out in the rain,
I want you to feel!
I want you to scream!
Baby, let’s make fireworks inside,
Join me and let’s go beyond this pressing ice,
I want you to dance!
I want you to fly!

Don’t let them triumph,
Leave them behind.
Don’t let them triumph,
Leave them apart.
Free your savagery,
Your scornful animal,
Oh! Your animal,
Your animal…

Baby, let’s play too many games,
Let’s just make love out in the rain,
I want you to feel!
I want you to scream!
Baby, let’s make fireworks inside,
Join me and let’s go beyond this pressing ice,
I want you to cry!
I want you to burn inside!